updated;
ola people!i know,i know i havent been update lately.its because school already started and i have no timee to go on to updatee.anyways,like i mention before this year is the most important year..i graduate high school soonn!
major project,trials and the HSC.arghhh!
lately,i been lazy cant be bother to do anything even though i have free time,which i suppose to spend doing my homework or working on the portfolios but nah,just cant be bother.This yearr is the toughest yearr,i ndd to get everythingg preparedd before august, major project due on that months and where other hand TRIALS in the same month..soo much to do.oh yar not to mention,my project its goin well just not the portfolios,i guess i need to spend time doing it,i have long weekend with mee but my brain also need break after a week school re-open.
the friendship that im holding onto now its taking me to a place where got me worried,things doesnt work out between us its not the same anymore..i shouldnt say to him at the first place but i guess a little too late to take it back.im sorry about everything!beb,i still miss you and still love you like alwayss do:)
"Be a LIL MISS QUIET can be helpful and also useful for my life,from now on whatever happen i will keep to myself,it will stay like that until im ready to announce it to the world."
"SELAMAT MALAM HAIDER"
i love you:
i already miss them;ryan:ermm where to begin,hiss really one intresting boy
he love flower,when his mummy or daddy picking them up he will go out from the house first and pick one the flower from ibu garden.we called him (mat bunga)
and alsoo we cann disturb him att all whenn he watchin tv,he will go in the corner and start crying..i called him (mat jiwang).overall he neva fail to make me smile.i alwayss looking forward to see this kids,they just make my day,each day they bring laughter, joy and smile..
ayra:well,we been taking care of her since she were born.she one intelligent girl,she have veryy cute smile.she very socialise..she can say hi to random people.
she chew food veryy sloww,her very food will be cereal..if u give her cereal,she can eat the whole day.
oh yar,she can watch tvv for the whole day,even though shee very sleepyy, she can keep watching.
"i watch this kids grow, the laughter,cried,smile and not to forget the cranky-ness..."
kakak here will miss u guys, hopee to see you guyss reall soon..insyallah
ooo yeahh !
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUU....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAIDERR.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....."
may your wish come trueee babee,
sorry for ntt giving ur prezziee on time,btt i promise will givee youu soonn kayy!
this is my promise to you..
fullstop;
another tears drop fall;In a situation where wee need to settle between each other, sometimes my heart tells me that i wan him back and sometimes its tells me i need to move on and forget everything that was past.but cant decide.
i dont understand just stick to the person tahts in your heart dont let a girl fall for it by the way you touch her or treat her.For my opinion sometimes guys need a better understanding in situation that a girl having.Make up ur mind before doin anything.Just makes girl confused if you still love her and still have feeling for her.Doing things that you not supposed to do just making her look like an idiot. This is it i hearing ur crapp onces and im not im not gonna hear it again and put up with it again,cause i had enough.im nt type of a girl who you can aplay around with ,im nt type of girl who accept a apology easily. been patient with you its not that easy,i fall on my knee.when i see you or hear ur name i try to hold in my smile and the excitement..
even though i still love you and misses you, but i guess theres time for me to let go..
fun;
awesomenastics;thanks girls for the great day...anyways,i had dessert withh three beatiful young ladys at MAX BRENNER in blacktown.ohh my god,long time i havent been outt always studyinggg no timee forr outing.
itss soo good to have abit of freedom!
well got homee talkingg to elmo for an hourrr,gossh i adore herr laugh.shee soo adorableee !LOVE HER TO THE MAX!anddd well bringg up a situation whereee haiderr text me sayin datt he has a problem between him and filzah..oh boy,sometimess you have to think positivee.when badd things happen,sometimes u have to ignoree ittt.
relief;
feel abitt releaseee atlast..well,one more paper to goo which on nxt tuesdayy,everything is doneee "thank god".
today i did biology paper,OMG let mee tell you.. my mind when blank when i walk in the hall.i studdy a lil bittt last niteee more off the experimentation,when im about to readd elmo called,half an hour laterr amsyarr called den few minutes later waynness called..seee what i meanttt! hw can i concentratee whenn people keep calling mee.
anyways,i feel abit sleepyy just got back from work..ohh yarrr!
some people need to think before they say somethingg, i just dont gett it..do people like someone because of the look orr because of the heart?errmmm.. i dont noe larhh ! to me now,comes to all this love relationship matterr im gonna step back,cant be botherr with it anymore.
ohh one more thing.. didnt i mention it beforeee "what goess around,come back around"
keep that in mindd,and dont make the same mistake like you did before. DO LEARN FROM IT!
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