freshness.

2010-04-28T07:23:00.002+10:00

updated;

2010-04-23T20:41:00.003+10:00

ola people!
i know,i know i havent been update lately.its because school already started and i have no timee to go on to updatee.anyways,like i mention before this year is the most important year..i graduate high school soonn!
major project,trials and the HSC.arghhh!
lately,i been lazy cant be bother to do anything even though i have free time,which i suppose to spend doing my homework or working on the portfolios but nah,just cant be bother.This yearr is the toughest yearr,i ndd to get everythingg preparedd before august, major project due on that months and where other hand TRIALS in the same month..soo much to do.oh yar not to mention,my project its goin well just not the portfolios,i guess i need to spend time doing it,i have long weekend with mee but my brain also need break after a week school re-open.
the friendship that im holding onto now its taking me to a place where got me worried,things doesnt work out between us its not the same anymore..i shouldnt say to him at the first place but i guess a little too late to take it back.im sorry about everything!beb,i still miss you and still love you like alwayss do:)
"Be a LIL MISS QUIET can be helpful and also useful for my life,from now on whatever happen i will keep to myself,it will stay like that until im ready to announce it to the world."
"SELAMAT MALAM HAIDER"

i love you:

2010-04-04T19:39:00.013+10:00

i already miss them;
ryan:ermm where to begin,hiss really one intresting boy
he love flower,when his mummy or daddy picking them up he will go out from the house first and pick one the flower from ibu garden.we called him (mat bunga)
and alsoo we cann disturb him att all whenn he watchin tv,he will go in the corner and start crying..i called him (mat jiwang).overall he neva fail to make me smile.i alwayss looking forward to see this kids,they just make my day,each day they bring laughter, joy and smile..
ayra:well,we been taking care of her since she were born.she one intelligent girl,she have veryy cute smile.she very socialise..she can say hi to random people.
she chew food veryy sloww,her very food will be cereal..if u give her cereal,she can eat the whole day.
oh yar,she can watch tvv for the whole day,even though shee very sleepyy, she can keep watching.
"i watch this kids grow, the laughter,cried,smile and not to forget the cranky-ness..."
kakak here will miss u guys, hopee to see you guyss reall soon..insyallah

ooo yeahh !

2010-04-03T12:07:00.002+11:00

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUU....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAIDERR.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....."

may your wish come trueee babee,

sorry for ntt giving ur prezziee on time,btt i promise will givee youu soonn kayy!

this is my promise to you..

fullstop;

2010-03-30T20:19:00.004+11:00

another tears drop fall;
In a situation where wee need to settle between each other, sometimes my heart tells me that i wan him back and sometimes its tells me i need to move on and forget everything that was past.but cant decide.
i dont understand just stick to the person tahts in your heart dont let a girl fall for it by the way you touch her or treat her.For my opinion sometimes guys need a better understanding in situation that a girl having.Make up ur mind before doin anything.Just makes girl confused if you still love her and still have feeling for her.Doing things that you not supposed to do just making her look like an idiot. This is it i hearing ur crapp onces and im not im not gonna hear it again and put up with it again,cause i had enough.im nt type of a girl who you can aplay around with ,im nt type of girl who accept a apology easily. been patient with you its not that easy,i fall on my knee.when i see you or hear ur name i try to hold in my smile and the excitement..
even though i still love you and misses you, but i guess theres time for me to let go..

fun;

2010-03-27T23:45:00.002+11:00

awesomenastics;
thanks girls for the great day...anyways,i had dessert withh three beatiful young ladys at MAX BRENNER in blacktown.ohh my god,long time i havent been outt always studyinggg no timee forr outing.
itss soo good to have abit of freedom!
well got homee talkingg to elmo for an hourrr,gossh i adore herr laugh.shee soo adorableee !LOVE HER TO THE MAX!anddd well bringg up a situation whereee haiderr text me sayin datt he has a problem between him and filzah..oh boy,sometimess you have to think positivee.when badd things happen,sometimes u have to ignoree ittt.

relief;

2010-03-26T18:17:00.002+11:00

feel abitt releaseee atlast..
well,one more paper to goo which on nxt tuesdayy,everything is doneee "thank god".
today i did biology paper,OMG let mee tell you.. my mind when blank when i walk in the hall.i studdy a lil bittt last niteee more off the experimentation,when im about to readd elmo called,half an hour laterr amsyarr called den few minutes later waynness called..seee what i meanttt! hw can i concentratee whenn people keep calling mee.
anyways,i feel abit sleepyy just got back from work..ohh yarrr!
some people need to think before they say somethingg, i just dont gett it..do people like someone because of the look orr because of the heart?errmmm.. i dont noe larhh ! to me now,comes to all this love relationship matterr im gonna step back,cant be botherr with it anymore.
ohh one more thing.. didnt i mention it beforeee "what goess around,come back around"
keep that in mindd,and dont make the same mistake like you did before. DO LEARN FROM IT!

update;

2010-03-11T22:05:00.002+11:00

more stress;
its been quite awhile the last time i updated, anyway life has been like a train rack..non stop skool work and other stuff..half yearly just around the corner, summary for each subject started to put together, teachers making us stress and how they keep telling us we have 18 more wks till we start out HSC, they just want us to come to class and worried about what we missing..
oh yar, driving has been great..well oklarh! cant control my excitment sometimes, that i can finally drivee legally without a full license driver sit nxt to me guiding me through.bt unfortunately i have a person who always telling me to stop doing this, watch out for the cars, watch for your speed..uh huh, yeapp my annoying sista eya..ohh goshh cant stand her in the car with me.
anyway bubs,im off!
ps.i miss you:)

oh yeah;

2010-02-24T23:53:00.002+11:00

oo what a wonderful day to end with..
yeah i did it guys..alhamdullilahh!
shakeyy.nervouss and heart beating really fast until like wan to pop out..bt goess pretty alrite i guess.
i wontt pass without to all the people who pray for me and wishingg me luck.onces the test is finish got out from the car and back to RTA,waited and waited with the heart beating damn fast again and my body is shakingg like hell..well 15 mins been waiting, finally they called out my name with no expression face at all.she say i PASS! greatt riteee! OMG,i was about to cry siaa.bt i hold it in..i guess it worth awhile waiting.ahhaa
i didnt msg anyonee at all that i pass nt my parents,i wan to wait till i got home.MATnoor send me home,got out the car with sad face pretending that i didnt pass,ayah was outside fixing smth and ayah asking me did u pass?and i was likee noo bt few second got out my RED P'S PLATE! and he smilee soo widee!he expression was SHOCK!
ibu wen outside and start smilingggg widee,also had the same FACE EXPRESSIION as ayah...they didnt believe i PASS!!hahahaha..
ohh goshhhh.its been a long day for meee! im off to bed.
take care peeps!

la LA la LA..

2010-02-23T08:18:00.003+11:00

okay it took me 1 week and 2 days to decide what should i put on my jersey...
well, i alreadyy decidee im gonna putt SHA LA LA LA.. thanx to my friend wayne who help me outt!
without him i prob end just putting SHA on it...
anyway,im off noww..getting ready for skool!

stressing;

2010-02-11T07:28:00.003+11:00

MORNING PeePS;
gosshh its almost end of the week,soo fast leh...
i've been struggling with school work and assignment and other stufff.Things is getting harder and harder each day.its soo nt funny! i cnt copeee with it anymore.
im out!
ps.i miss you

no doubt.

2010-02-07T01:28:00.003+11:00

i miss you more.
long time i havent been updated,im busy with school and work and no time for updating.
anyway,well now im in progress of finish my textile assignment A.S.A.P,no doubt,even though is due on this coming friday.
im been relaxing and trying to take everything nice and slow,dnt need to rush.the more you rush,the more u struggle.rite?

love;

2010-01-31T15:53:00.002+11:00

"why love is so blind.."
when you deeply in love with someone,you dont see whats going on around you..
you always see and think whats infront of you.
Why dont i see it?why my eye is so blind until i didnt relise how much he loves me and how much he cares about me.the other side,why do i always put my hopes up on him when he dont even love me,
he doesnt eevn care hw i feel towards him..

you;

2010-01-28T18:53:00.002+11:00

love is the person you think about during the sad songs;
cnt describe the love you gave me,how i suppose to think and say.You can easily say and done but you didnt relise what i always kept inside my heart..
Now you say you love me still,then the next thing you dont..

make things a better way;

2010-01-20T20:05:00.005+11:00

Its hard sometimes to say that i miss you.
i dont noe why im soo shy and nervous around him,i cnt speak cleaarly and my words doest make sense at ALL.
i wish things go back to normal where it always use to be.
sometimes when i think,why do i still layan him?,why do i still think about him?,why do i still not over him?WHY?
questions keep rewind over and over again bt not a single questions being answer..i get clueless.
when i dont see him,i slowly forget bout him,bt when he appears my heart start to fall in love again.This is why i cnt get over him.
Like people say sometimes love is so blind,its feels so right when it's wrong.
But i learned alot along the way,after the rain
you'll see the sun come out again,
i know i never be dissapoint myself...

promise;

2010-01-18T09:32:00.002+11:00

The smile,The laughter,the memories that keeps playing in mind over and over again..
the time that we share our secrets,promise that just keep between us...
Under the night shimmering star we make a promise that we will stood up for each other and never make either one of us fall,always protect each other from the bad things that comes in our way..
Thats the promise be made,and always stay in heart,never be erase..

oh;

2010-01-17T08:29:00.002+11:00

arghhhhh;
i nd to start all my school workk preparingg for nxt week.i have assignment due on term 1 wk 3 which i havent start and i have to do some partt of the portfolio which i suppose to send it to MS on the holiday.i already stress on one subject not all yet.Hope everything will finish at the end of this holiday.insyallah.*sigh
ermm guys what school bag should i get?any suggest?
Oh yar,and also i pray that hakim feeling very well...

to you;

2010-01-15T09:51:00.002+11:00

You can stop all your nonsense,i had enough already..

fun;

2010-01-14T10:42:00.008+11:00

oo I LOVE IT;
In the morning had my driving lesson,then wen to catch the train to parra,while im on my break met ilah had lunch with her,OH MY! its been years i havent see her.I MISS HER SIA.
well we had our girly conversation as usuall,alot of stories to tell..after the trainee thing meet up with patty she accomapany me to buy ibu prezzies which i bought her pandora bracelet that she been wanting.
after that had wen to CAFE THE LUCAS had our girly conversation,then catch the train back to blacktown and meet up with the gangs..
i had fun!

break;

2010-01-11T18:31:00.002+11:00

exhausted;

i do need a break,i've been working mostly everyday this few weeks no break at all.

today i suppose to start around 12 but since i receieve a msg from donna at 8 and ask me to start in the morning,omgosh i jump off the bedd and straight to the bathroom.i wass rushing my ass off try to get ready as quick as possible.abg drop me off and reach work at 930am.

finally,i clean my wardrobe yesterday night straight got back from dinner.goshh i slept like 3.

honestly,i dont noe that i have thousand of clothes.i need to chuck the old clothes and buy new clothes.ermmm,should i?

To haider:

pls do come online,i miss u bangett sia.

memories;

2010-01-08T09:58:00.005+11:00

i have to admit,i do miss you.
i know this is weird,just now while i was browsing the net i just remembered i have multiply.
anyway i had dem like agess agoo until i cnt rememeber wen i join in,you know how multiply u can add songs,video and picture.and i totally forgot that i add song on my multiply.denn while the music was on and i keep pressing next to hear what song i add on this playlistt.and guess what i found?ermm..
this song that nizam wrote for me and sang by him feat syarif(sleeq),omg this song was send like few years agoo when his confess to me that he likes mee.(akward sign*)..oh my.
i havent heard from him in a long time.i wonder how he is right now..hope his okay!
the memories that i had with him it will always in my heart, it will never be forgotten.
I'm sorry,for letting you go with some stupid reason that i regret..

oops;

2010-01-05T10:14:00.002+11:00

GOODMORNIN TO YOU ALL PEOPLE.

Soon i will be ready for work.arghh so malas lehh..cnt be bother.

yesterday nite,watch some scary indonesia documentary with the siblings.Oh yes,as usually my habit asking too much question and the other gets really annoyed by me asking dem.anyway,the movie actually is really scary bt just that i keep asking really weird and stupid question and its makings the documentary not scary as it supposed to be.hahaha..I KNOWWW,thats why my sibling never bring me to watch movie with dem...

oklarh im off.

getting ready for work.

dead;

2010-01-04T19:31:00.001+11:00

BLOW KISSES FOR YOU..
deres nth to be update;

GOODLUCK;

2010-01-02T10:23:00.002+11:00

GOODMORNIN PEOPLE! RISE AND SHINE.
well,its pretty weird on saturday morning for me sitting at home.usually wake up at 6 getting ready to work.
im used to work on the weekends now,my manager giving me a break to rest and try to catch some sleep.haha..
i seriouslyy need it.
anyway,also tdy haideer first day of work,he told me he having a nervous breakdown,hahaha goshh that guy.i cant wait wat he gonna said to me on how his first day goess.ermmm
"haider you wil be fine,trust me..."
my english dahh belit-belit already larh..hahahah.
tdy plan will be goin to auntie sue plc as usuall,our saturday routine...
oklarh people have a nice weekend!

2010;

2010-01-02T00:27:00.002+11:00

BRAND NEW YEARR!2010

time has been past soo quick.i cnt believe itts already 2010.

geesss thiss yearr is gonna be a BIG YEAR FOR MEE.

arghh scaryy beb..

btw haider been irratatingg BASTARDD!

ps.selamat malam

"You got my back,and baby i got your's"

2009-12-26T10:12:00.003+11:00

GOOD-MORNING SUNSHINE,
Nver fail to make me smile in the morning,without missing any days.
Had cup of coffee in the morning as usual while lisent to the edge 96.1 live on the net.
cant be too excited yet and put all hopes up.bt still i dnt noe how to give back in return.
Thx to you i learn how to live and how to move on with the past,
show me the right path to step,
and thank you.

ps;

2009-12-25T16:30:00.002+11:00

its been a long week for me.
i noe i been missing for few days..its because been busy with work and the long shifts i had.
i been slacking out and my spare time will be on my bed sleeping,catching up some hours.
im out.
MERRY-CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

trankripsi;

2009-12-21T10:39:00.002+11:00

GOODMORNIN sunshine~!
i havent been update for quite awhile.yeah been busy with work and other stuff too.
anyway,had honey weetbix for breakkie and also coffee as usual.
there's nothing to update today.
im off.

arghhhh;

2009-12-19T07:52:00.002+11:00

GOODMORNIN!RISE AND SHINE!
i guess now,im makin and habit of posting in the mornin nowadays.
anyway.yesterday after work the kids decide to watch PANAROMA ACTIVITY so we catch the last session .
before that we wen to MAX BRENNER to chillax since the young family havent been to one yet.
well i must say the movie was alrite nt that good,nt something u wan to watch in the cinema.
Today i start at 10 end at 5,WORK!WORK!WORK!ARGHH!
HAVE THE NICE WEEKEND!

where is she?

2009-12-18T11:04:00.002+11:00

STRECTHHHH.......
GDMORNIN!RISE AND SHINE!
omg,im still sleepy..zzzz*this mornin i noe,im verry surprise to see all of us wake-up at 10.
usually,arnd 8 IBU start screamin already,bt tdy was quite..i wonder where she was?ermm..

Conversation(sha&ibu):

ibu:BAGUNNNNN!!!

sha:HUH?ibu kat ane ni?

ibu:tgn bayar bill..

sha:(in my mind)berape kali bayar bill deh.

ibu:suroh abg and eya bagunn..

sha:okay larh.

sha:bye!

oh yar,yesterday i FINISH MARKIN 35 TUBS full of drugs(medication)..start AT 11end at 9.i didnt ate since morning,until 7 plus(pm) den i ate my breakfast,lunch and dinner together-gether.

after work.met boy and atte steph to go buy another material bracelet that not worth of buyin it,bt still i bought it.dat cost me 8 bucks!

anywya,i got my kris-kringgle prezzies and guess who got me?ermm my manager and i got her too for my kris-kringgle.we bought each other prezzies.hahaha bagus larh tu*

i gt work today start at 15:30 till 19:00,nt that long so thats fine with me.

oklarh im off.

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND PIPS!

2009-12-17T09:24:00.002+11:00

Thank you to the people who came to my life and share their love to me,

and Thank you for your effort and time that you put to make me smile

and to make the relationship stronger then it is..

i treasure every second and every minute that i spend with you,

even though i hurt you sometimes, and you know that i didnt mean it rite?

Sorry to the people that i hurt you by walking out of ur life without any reason,

and you know that i never throw away the memories that i had with you.

Whatever happen i will never forget you,and thats for sure..

Im happy that you are happy with your life now.

Onces again, thank you for everything..

goodmornin;

2009-12-17T08:36:00.003+11:00

GOODMORNIN SUNSHINE!

THE heats IS SO STRONG,until i cnt stop sweating.

anyway,i noe-i noe im up early today,cz i have work at 11 suppose to start at 4 tdy bt den donna msg me yesterday that i have to come early cz i have MASSIVE stock dat i need to mark it.SO HAVE FUN SHA !

oh yar,yesterday met joanne on my break who accompany me to eat my lunch.thanks JOANNE! AND also to the people who have been visiting me at work and accompany me on my lunch.thank you so muchh!

and alsoo,i bought a pair of sandal at valleygirls for 30 bucks that i;ve been wanting for ages and finally i got it.hahaha...

i dont noe sometimes why people comes appear nowhere and dissappear in a second..

To the people out there,decleare ur love before its too late..dont wait for it!

i suggest grab her/his hand tell them that you love dem soo much.

"REMEMBER THIS HAPPEN ONCES IN LIFETIME"

burpp;

2009-12-14T22:13:00.002+11:00

i dont need you to be strong..
ohh yeah,tomroozz lastt day beb.cnt wait for that!
no class for me tomroz,cz helpin the girls to paint the textile room.SO FREe!
there;s nothin much to postt tooday.
so im offf !

beb;

2009-12-14T07:34:00.003+11:00

GOODMORNIN SUNSHINE,RISE AND SHINE!

i wrote this,its just for you.. (they know who they are)
There’s no Special reason for this msg,
I just wanna steal a single momentout of ur busy life&hope I can make u smile n say:I Miss U.

zzz;

2009-12-13T19:54:00.002+11:00

counting down till holiday.
ohh yeah,i've been busy with work this days,no time forr family at all.
yesterday had house warming at auntie sue house,which i arrive late cz i got work.so ayah pick me up at work den wen straight to their house.i ateee alott,no jokes!

today i had accompany by naufal for lunch.thank you for that! and also i kinda REGRET cutting my dead hair which i did last few days ago.even though some people cnt tell the differences.and also i was thinkin getting a extension hair which i've been thought about it about last few months agoo.ermmm..still thinking.
tomoroww skool lehh..no in the mood for it.nvm two more days den PARTAYYY.
catch up with my peeps,who havent seen for days,months and yearss..

PEACE YO!

oo

2009-12-11T01:02:00.002+11:00

OOPS!
sorry didnt uplate for the past 2 days,been busy with school work and plus work.
well,tdy i did my speech and yes ITS OVER! horrayyy..i was soo excited and releaseee at the same time.
i had nervous breakdown while doing it.goshh..its no easy doing only infront of two teachers.
anyway,start work at 4 finish at 10.tiring siaaa!!
there wasnt alot of customer,bt it was alrite..
aite im off !
morning:)

pheww;

2009-12-08T23:27:00.002+11:00

OLA!
i noe-inoe,you prob wonderin whhy im still awake at this time when its skool the next day,
well i just finish watchin indian movie with ayah.hahah..i noe,it sound pretty funny bt still the movie was SUPERB!
no affence right,i love watchin violences movie even though i hate seeing people die for no purpose.
anyway,day at skool wasnt pretty bad i must say..make my textile teacher impress by me for bringin the fabrics,which some otherr girls havent bought their yet.so CONGRATS SHA!(IN YOUR FACE MISSY)
oh yar,another day of hotness..
school finish early tdy due to the free periods,well me and roo-HI suppose to walk home bt abg couldnt pick us up cz he start work early.so he couldnt fetch us,well a superwoman come to rescue us,well thx to her bf for droppin us off..phewww,save up all my sweat-ness and energry for work!
oklarh peeps,im off !
GOODNIGHT STAR!

so much to sayy..

2009-12-07T22:08:00.003+11:00

hey lovelies,
ermm...where should i begin?
well,lets begin with my day at school..firstly i must say what a terrible weather to go to skool.i drank 1.5L of water still nt enough for me.OMG!its like freakin 40degree!
through out the day all i wanted was standing infront of the fridge or goin to antartica for the whole day.honestly its another day of hot summer day!just cant get rid of it.its gonna go for long period of time..
straight after work joanne accompany me to lincraft to buy some fabrics for major textile which all of dem is 100% cotton,its easier for me to work on it.oh yar..forget to tell you guys that im makin quilt for my major.
WISH ME LUCK!
anyway,lets move on with my day at work..
I was abit tired,restless and very dirty,im kinda nt use to it goin to work on second wk which i always go home and have a shower den straight to work.
oh yar,shauna came in,she soo cuteee!oh god,i love her.
tdy straight after work,i had a driving lesson which i didnt noe..so it was kinda last minute.i told dem i wan to do it on wednesday which is my off dayy,so i will be concentrate nt like tdy which i really wasnt.tsk!tsk!
on the way to roundabbout, i was trying to turn left bt den i accidentaly wen on the kurb.arghhhh!!seramm sia.
the intrustors freaks me out like HELL..
his nice bt cn get really scary sometimnes.
anyway,im off to bed now!
goodnite;

art of love;

2009-12-06T22:04:00.003+11:00

WORK.WORK.WORK!
today day when by pretty quick,i wasnt that bored and not tiringg,normally i will be looking at the time and will be talking to myself what time it will end.
anyway,i had sushi for lunch but i didnt end up finish it,so i gave to abang instead.BURPP...*
well,now im suppose to do my english bt then haiderr has to be onlinee.arghhhh...irratating ahh dia.
i dont noe when i will finish it,bt its due on thursday and i only start writing the introduction,bt havent write about the scene.stressingg MUCH !how i wish,school over.

to bff;
Im here to let you know that thank you soo much for being there for me when i need someone to comfort me,i dont noe how to repay you.If you not dere i wouldnt be strong and no strenght to carry on with my life.
i serious dont noe how to repay u.
Even we are distance apart you still watchin down on me and give me light to see all the beautiful things.
beb,im glad that you still standing right behind me to catch me if i fall even though we been through harsh time u still be there for me.
Even though things are slightly different now,i always treat you the same,will never change the techniques to make u smile.
Now,i cnt be as close towards you as before,bt the feelings towards u neva change,bt urs are rite?beb,i dont wan u to change ur feelings towards her..beb remember what i say im happy for ue!
beb,im still learning the art of love..
Thank you onces again for everything..
lots of love;sokor2

exhausted;

2009-12-06T00:37:00.004+11:00

Wake up at 6:30 sharpp,getting ready for work and left the house arnd 8:15am..

as usual dead in the morning bt comes in the afternoonn,omg cnt stand it.i slept at 4 last nite stay up webcammin with haider,gosh its been few months havent webcam with that kambing..hahah

anyway,this few wks i been working long hours because of the christmas shifts and plus maintaining school att the same time.EXhausted*

tdy i finish at 4,so catch the bus home den have a quick shower,den getting ready for the christmas party which jenna pickin us up at 6:30.rushinnn*

The other side of it i have a english assignment which i kinda stress of at the moment,gosh it just have to double up my stresses.I've been complaining this days about how im lack of sleeping.tsk tsk !

You's people out there,im here trying my best to update as much as i could on my entries.and plus theres possibility that i will update every 2 days or everyday since the holiday is just arnd the corner.CANT WAIT*

aite creaturel;off to bed now waking up early for work tmz,arghh ! another day of long slackin workin hour..

now 1:18am already and im wakin up at 7:30..oo wishh me luckk !

HAVE A LOVELY THE REST OF THE WEEKEND!

to you;

2009-12-05T08:08:00.003+11:00

why life have to be so difficult,
why you have to make it hard for me,

its easier for you to just say but not for me..

hope;

2009-10-20T19:05:00.004+11:00

im still counting on you,

even though you mad at me for breaking the promises that we've made...

im hoping and waiting for you to accept my apology.

"You're...My Friend,my companion,through good times and bad my friend, my buddy,through happy and sad,beside me you stand,beside me you walk,you're there to listen,you're there to talk,with happiness, with smiles,with pain and tears,I know you'll be there,throughout the years!"

to haider;

2009-10-11T10:27:00.003+11:00

I noe u been waiting for this post;
sorry for the wait!
hope you like it!
On left hand side,this irratating bustard boy,ah i tell you he always give me a headache because of all his nonsense.
Honestly rite,i never ever had enough with his stupid joke and his weirdest laugh.His my pain killer,strong one i meant!*susah nak dapat tau,i tell you*hahaha..

I will describe him,ermmm..where should i begin!
okay,hiis very loving boy,who cares about others,have to admit he quite cute ahh sometimes!OOPS*did i just say that*,he has something unique in him that i like.
ermm,what else..he actually quite a good singer i must say,ermm dancingg?oklarh.nt so bad!
His one only person who can really understand me,and how i feel when im down.Even though our friendship is far distance, i cann see trust,honesty & faithful in him.*Thanks adik for everything,for the time when im in singapore.You skip soccer training just because of me,and plus sorry for always replying ur msg few hours later.*

Love always; sokor-sokor

oh no;

2009-09-02T04:37:00.002+10:00

Ola senoir,senorita..
i noe i've been missing,well here i am now...
gosh nearly two week already we been fasting and guess what 2 more wks to go..excitedd sehhh !!
anyway,i've been eating all nice food mostly everyday thx to ibu who cooks all the delicious food for us,this is why i love bulan puasa ..
school has been great(not),arghh stressing leh,three more wk till the yearly's,sha is counting down!
i have english assignment due nxt friday which i alreeady start it,and my textile assignment also i start the written part and also the cushion that im making.dont be surprise if i finish it this time.
today at skool i tell ue,O M G! it was lunch time i was walkin with evilo to ask people if they have umbrella that we can borrow..so then i wen up to my friends who sitting down and suddenly john was whispering to justine say"sha zip is undone"alamakkk... malu sia!! nt half beb,full pulak tu.
dats why people been looking at me strangely while i was walking towards my friends..
so MALU SIA!! sampai i terus dudok ! tak nak bangun sia.
soo embrassinggg!!!!paiseh LEH
hahahahahhahhaa......
muka nak letak mane sehhh.my friends cannot stop laughinh.kongajah nye org! bukan nk tolonggg!

hutan;

2009-08-28T20:39:00.015+10:00

Mt keira

We went to mount keira for our biology excursion which is so boringg..

i tell you,i wasnt wearing apporiate clothing to go on the bush.well,i didnt think that we gonna go inside to the bush so i just wear smth casual larrh.

overall,the excursion wasnt bad at all.Learning alot of things..like enviromental stuff!

anyway,all the picture i upload is not in order cz i cant be bother and pplus i didnt took alot.

(so haider who be wanting to look at the photo,here u go darl.i upload it just for you.)

ENJOY!

konon-konon paham larh..

for letting u know that chocolate milk is not mine kay..

for the people who very curious.

my fav girl,oh wait FAV BOY!haha

sowie.

ASIAN !

mind the face.

super tall rite?

tall like a TREE!

survive;

2009-08-25T07:47:00.002+10:00

3 days of ramadhan have gone by..
honestly i hate waking up for sahur,it so tiring and wen u wake up earrly in the mornin u dont feel like eating anything,bt all u can think about is BED.
well,then ibu decide that why not we have sahur before we go to bed since no one wans to wake up early in the morning especially in this cold weather.
"stressing what to wear this coming friday for biology excursion"
oklarh im off now!
HAPPY PUASA-ING PEEPS!

bluek;

2009-08-22T13:18:00.001+10:00

HAPPY PUASA-ING!

people.

click;

2009-08-20T22:50:00.002+10:00

needs to STOP!

at skool;

2009-08-19T10:20:00.000+10:00

omgoshh...dis is my first time using a handphone device to update my blogg..madd kann....kaykay Stopit!'jakung to the max'hahaha...
anyway,is not my pphone im using,is mickeyss!
Im soo boredd lehh...i have free period now,jz sitting down looking at my irratating friends playin arnd like a kid! Inamaturee Much!ahahah
Im off noww...updatee moree soon!

birthdayy.sx;

2009-08-19T07:53:00.003+10:00

''Happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday to you...

Happy birthday to kak nurul and mick...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....''

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK NURUL!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICKEY!

indonesia festival.

2009-08-16T13:43:00.029+10:00

2009-08-11T20:38:00.000+10:00

Busy.

update SOON !

back !

2009-08-06T22:33:00.003+10:00

sorry for the lacks of upate.
i've been busy with work and especially school,alot of things to catch up since i've been away for 1 month..
anyway,sorrry for not been upload picture lately,cz seriouslyy i cant be bother.they take so long to upload it,which iss why i hate it.
let's breifly talk about my singapore trip,its the amazing trip i ever went.thx to everyonee over dere for making my trip funn..especially my beloved friends HAIDER&IKAN and also not forgetting my familyy... gosh without them i guess it wouldnt be that much fun.hahaha
anyway,im off larh..tired leh just got back from work!

oh no!

2009-07-14T21:39:00.003+10:00

soryy people for the lack of updates..
anyway,life has been alrite i guess nothing intresting..starting school holiday now,bt plaanning to go somewhere far..bt dont noe where..hahahah...

firstly i like to share my feeling with you guys,about how stressing i am with my bloody texttile assignment.oh,soryy forget to tell u guys that the dress suppose to due last friday which i havent finish it..hahha i noee.this is my first time hand in a assingment late..dis is not me im tellin you.
all of this im blaming on my work experiences week..
and also the written part of it due next terrm..pheww,atleast thats a release..bt stil not for me.

secondly,i cutting down on my spending..im trying my best not to spend on the necessaries stuff wich i dnt really need. nowadays,i mostly focus speding my money on food.gosh im teeling you,im scared to check my weight..prob i gain 10kg..OH NO!

thirdly,eya flyingg off on thursday which im not looking forward to..its just so hard to end my day without her.haizz....i noe she gone for few weeks,bt still it so different for me nt to have her around..

oklarh peeps,im off to bed now.have to wake up early for work !arghh!!

happpyyy;

2009-07-03T19:20:00.002+10:00

it just made my dayyy..

haizz....

2009-07-02T23:17:00.001+10:00

I'm not looking forward to the weekend.

ooh no!

2009-07-01T23:03:00.000+10:00

can't leave 'em alone...

bonnie&clyde

2009-06-28T13:13:00.004+10:00

"You know i believe that we were meant to be..."
okay,firstly onces again im really sorry for the lacks of updates..second thing school holiday is coming up planing what to do..besides studying for the yearly's.
the other thing is im really scared off ,is my textile assignment due in two wks time which im havent finish,nt even start the written part yet.and the other thing im worried bout is im scared that i wouldnt be fnish in time cz of my work placement, the last week of term.arghhh !!! so streess leh !
so the other thing that im concern now is my work pay,i've been spending alot,without saving.YES,YES i know...bt still i cant help it seeing nice stuff in shop. btw thx fahema for tryingg your best to help me save money.hahahaha.
the next pay i planning to buy shoes bt not sure yet..haha:)see what i mean.so hard to save money !
now im abit of release for finishng english assgnment which due tomorrow..:)and btw
thanks haider for making me smile alwayss you such a good friend,i appreciate it ......LA LA LA LA LA
oklarh im off to find food to eat in the kitchen,i havent ate since moring.SOO yeah !
take care people !
update soon.

tehee..

2009-06-22T08:22:00.002+10:00

sory people for the lacks of updates.

i will updates u guyss with more photos and HOT storys.

SOON!

& btw
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADHLULLAH!=)

ooo

2009-06-05T20:59:00.014+10:00

Biology Excursion.

sugarr;

2009-06-03T19:07:00.003+10:00

Sometimes,people wont understand what you talking about....
firstly,the time today when so quick you have no clue hw quick it was until reachin at hospital about 20minutes late..anyways,11:30 sharp meet fahema infront of the library and off to catch the bus to westi,den we just browsing around at westi...ooo amazingly everyshop is on sale..ii SUKE. i dont know what sale is on but you knowww who doesnt love SALE !hheheh..

At the hospital tdy,mrs send 6 of us to go wards for handovers..so,the lady who has been our hospital tour guide which she's a nurse for ur info..anyways,we have to pair up and she seperate us to go diifferent surgical department which they have 3 department.So me and fahema,we've been send to the last unit of the surgical department.okay,firstly the nurses told us to sit down for few minutes to wait for the next shift to come.then bout 10 minutes later,they give us the hands oversheets which we have no idea what all dis about..gosshh we look like a freak by following the nurses around when they filling their sheets out..seriously they didnt even explain abit of it.

Now,im just sitting infront of the lappy in my room chatting with my lovely auntieee who trying her best to use msn on her phonee,oo she makes me laughh..
anyhoos,im off now..
takin care peeeps!
updated soon..

2009-06-02T08:45:00.001+10:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENEK!

iLOVEyou

week;

2009-06-01T19:00:00.007+10:00

let;s start with,how pleasant week i had...
anyhoos, on saturday i had an early morning to watch my lovely brother marching on blacktown festival...everyone hass too go.we stayed till he finish marching,it wasnt that long.After that when home,coz i wasnt in the mood to go out...i dont know why...
On sunday,as usual whole family at home cleaning the house,ibu favourite thing to do..arghhh she very madd larhh...everytime i clean the house,i always think tomoroz is raye..muhahahahha....then get ready off to flamington market searching for snowwy jacket and yes i found it.and also i buy for myself a jacket for winter and they all cost under $25.cheap kann...total up i bought 4 jackets.
tOday,just everyday routine life SCHOOL AND WORK ..boring i know.
oklarh im off..takn careee!!
have A Pleasant week !

ohh;

2009-05-26T21:22:00.005+10:00

sorry for the lack of updates...
anyways,i suppose to upload pixies from the weekend..bt the computer has some technical problem which i have no clue.btw,today at work is so busy ,cause of the swine flu that has been going around lately,and people keep coming buying medication.
Sometimes you wonder,what would people think of you?the way u act?the way you dress?and also your attitude towards them.ermmmm.....
oklarh im off to bedd..soo tired lehhh....
arghh tafee tomorow,which im nt looking forward too.i dont noe why i choose this subject for,though i hate it.

oo SURPRISE!

2009-05-22T22:45:00.003+10:00

yesyes...SURPRISE!SURPRISE!
well that's my surrprise to u's people,yeah i did it finally,dis time with my own money.
anyway,i start work tdy at 3:30pm bt my hair was done at 4:30.i was in the shop since 1:30.very long rite ?lucky my boss is not around,if not i will be dead by den.
i was very happy with my hair,they did a good job with the colored,foils, blowdry,treatment and cut..not regreating it at all so far.hahaa.bt not sure later.
oh yar,my work mates including my lovely manager surprise me with a advance birthday prezzies,its so cute.i will take a picture of it soon aite.oh they love me so much,its so quiet without me at work.i very kecohrable at work lerh..sometimes they cannot stand with me anymore.hahaha
oklarh peeps,im off to bed..
have a pleaseant weekend!
"you give me butterfly in my tummy."

2009-05-21T16:18:00.002+10:00

let's start with how pleasant week i had so far...
firstly,i will like to share my feeling with you's hw stressing i am with my textile assignment.part of me im very impress with hw i design it and the other part of me hw scared i am dat it doesnt turn out like it suppose to be and also im scared it wont finish in time.
secondly,hw angry i am with the person who login on my account without any of my permission.honestly i hate it.i cant full on blame on that person yet,unless i gt prove that person actually do it .
btw if the person and should know who they are,can u please buzz of and mind ur own business,between u and me we gt no connection anymore alrite.im giving u a warning now.understood?
"suprise!suprise!'

shopingg!!!

2009-05-17T22:39:00.005+10:00

YEAY!finally im sleeping on a BED...
firstly,how happy i am that finally my room look like ANAK DARA room,well dats wat ibu called it..before it was use to be look alike BANGLA ROOM.seriously,baju everywhere,so messyy...
anyway,wen shopping today with ayah and ibu in the morning,the plan was to buy groceries but i guess not.instead of that we wen to flamingtons market,gossh it was crazyy..there were so many shops and so many things to buy.hhahaa...buy i only bought a 2 pair of sock cost $1 each pair.cheap kan? and a sweater only cost $8..
BARGAIN!BARGAIN!
after that,we headed to spotlight to buy material for the dress that i making and plus there's a pet shop just around the corner and guess what ayah bought me a FIGHTING FISH.cool kan? ahh,i tell u very nice colour wan...
i will take a picture of it one day.hhahhhah...
oklarh im off to bedd,tomoroz skool !arghhhh

lace dress;

2009-05-15T22:00:00.004+10:00

i wan nobody but you...

anyway,i have textile and design assignment due end of the term which im really stress about.
the assignment is to make a dress and the theme is "RAVISHING RED" ....freakin hell.
well i kinda really plan what type of dress im making..and my inspiration would be "VINTAGE" .
im scared dat is not gonna turn out like what i plan...wish me luck on this !
see the picture above,that's similar of dress im planning to make..NICE KAN?
okay peeps,takin care!
HAVE A NICE WEEKEND!

nightmare;

2009-05-13T08:07:00.002+10:00

why life has to be so complicated.....
honestly,i got my exam result back and ummm is really bad and i dont wan to talk bout it...geess i dont noe what to say to myself anymore.i thot year 11 will be nice and smootly like junior years,but i guess not...
from now onward i have to take everything seriously,all the not important stuff have to STOP RIGHT NOW!
Well from what i heard,year 11 is the toughest year ever..u have to squish everything and prepared for HSC for next year and plus there's only 3 term for year 11 usually 4 rite bt we start year 12 in beginning of term 4..
you seee is very complicated..
i just cant wait to get over and done with schooll...COUNTING DOWN
anyway,my plan is for my birthday is to go karoke-ing with the girls,bt is too expensive,so ibu have such a brilliant idea that we people cant tink off...welll the ibu plan is to go celebrate my birthday at SYDNEY FISH MARKET ..
erm yeap-yeap..SURPRISE!SUPRISE!i just CAN'T WAIT !
i never ever tink of like that...what more can i ask for...i just have to stick with the plan...
okay peeps,im out now ..ready to go to school!
"btw sorry for been lack of updatess...."

day;

2009-05-10T21:05:00.001+10:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

love you always....

CARNIVAL;

2009-05-09T01:32:00.050+10:00

Athletics Carnival.

let the picture do the talking.

ENJOY!

waiting for the event=)
AZN GFF..

ooo love this gurls...

ELMOhehehe.....

she LOST !

TAMARA BABEHH!!

her own little world

ooo BOYS BOYS !

GAMEE TIMEE!!!

goshh im so shortttt...

my fav GIRL !

kay BAY !

WAING LING LING !

i have no idea whats the boys doing..

chillinggggg....

CHRIS BREEZZY !

i simply adore this gurl..

PART-TIME LOVER...

i love demm both...

okayy do dat thinggg MAMA...

im defiantly hiring him for my wedding...=)

ooooo girls love bold boyss

oo zaff wat do u see?

sunshineee...

ermm no clueee?

heart talk?

2009-05-06T23:16:00.002+10:00

So hard to erase it ....

should i?

NO LUCK?

2009-05-06T21:55:00.004+10:00

IM BACK!!!MISS ME?heehhehe

okay,let;s start how happy i am that i finish my exam..

first off alll thank god that i finish it and all my stresses is out.today last paper was HOSPITALITY.im glad its over and done .

I LOST MY PHONE !

soryy if i dont reply ur msg or calls.

once i buy a new phone or simcard i will try get back to you A.S.A.P

if u need anything just leave ur msg or email me.

bash;

2009-05-01T10:47:00.000+10:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JENNA BABEH!

prezzies from us:

-MOSSIMO TOP

-CHI CHI lotion

-red licorice

-LINDT chocolatE

-CUTE LIP BALM

-POPCORN PANTIES

study?

2009-04-27T23:42:00.003+10:00

it's so hard for me to concentrate things dats infront of me...
you see,i have english on wednesday,biology on thursday and maths on friday.arghhh so stressing lerh...i try not stress myself out,if i stress too much nth goes through my brain.the people around me dats makin me stress.honestly,i study only abit..
i try to study biology bt nth go through my brain.everyone is stressing themself out and study soo hard and im here sittin infront of the computer doing un-necessary things by doing all that i can finish doing revision on one topic from biology...
DAT'S A DEFIANTLY FAILING!
when da the day of the exam i will try my best to do it and not to stress myself out...insyallah.

tomoro im takin a day off from work to prepared for my exam the next day.
the plan is to go library accompany by justin and spent as many hour as i can doing revision and i hope i get through it.insyallah..
ESSAY I HATE YOU!
"nothing in this world is easy,if u want something you have to try ur best to achieve it and try not to give up"

adelaide;

2009-04-27T00:54:00.073+10:00

Here some of the picture trip to adelaide..
ENJOY!

first STOP!"GOULBURN"

pretty hard time to naik the sheep..

wool with shaver..

this picture will be up in facebook soon..=)hahahah

all this picture taken by ibu.

second STOP!umm....dont noe the name of the placee.

cik razak place...

CABINN!!

SILAT !

SHOOPING TIMEE!!

sebookk jeee....

CITY !

this picture look like i have a big ass.actually not cz the shirt makes it look bigg.

BEACH!

PAIN IN THE BUTT;

2009-04-24T08:56:00.004+10:00

hey my peepss,
yes i havent been update,cz im on a trip with family to adelaide.oo i tell you is was a long trip,we didnt take a flight cz it was way to expensive,which was nt including our accomodation.instead we drove to adelaide.
well the first thing,people would ask is"why did u go adelaide on a last minute plan?"
the reason is "because the australia grasio team are having a friendly match with pencak silat gayung pasak and dat also was a last minute called from cik razak"
anywhoos,let' talk about on the way to adelaide and i will describe it as how painful it was,gees i tell you i cannot feel my butt at all.wen i gt oout of the car for a rest,i swear i walked like a penguin...soo pain lerh...imagine sitting in the car for 14 hours.something u guys can never imagine kan?
oklarh i promise u guys,i will update with pictures when im back okay..
well now its 9:22am having my breakie with my dearest daddy who cannot stop talking,and i cannot be bother to layan him cz he always talked nonsense.=) and sometimes he makes us angry.
oh btw wish me luck for the exam next week which i should be studying for the past few days.and one more thing
to my dearest hodd-dogg hope you get well soon kay..i miss you to the max!
takin care!keeping touching!=)
"it's all because of you.."

blueks;

2009-04-21T23:12:00.002+10:00

alritee the day went pretty alrite,i guees...
accompany eya to cut her hair,cz she been wantin to cut her hair since last fw months.
so i been sucha nice sister ,decide to pay her haircut...hahh..after that eya drop me off to work.
anyway,we are off to adelaide tomoorow for 4 days.and yes we are driving to and from dere.
i know i should be sleeping by now cz i have to wake up early.
oklarh im offf.
takn care.
update soon..

180409;

2009-04-19T22:12:00.043+10:00

first up..
hakim,sofea & yayan birthday celebration,and alhmdullilah every thing turns out well..
anywy,im just goin to let the picture do the talkin.

hamburger?

2009-04-18T01:51:00.003+10:00

its 2:05am.
gosh i have to be awake in few hours time.
the day wen pretty alrite i guess,normal scedule,work.i hate wen its come to period pain,arghh freakn hell.its drive me nuts.u cant do dis larh,u cant do dat larh.annoying sehhh....
u cant describe the pain lerh..
oklarrhh im off.
takin care;
update soon;

right here;

2009-04-17T01:09:00.002+10:00

the time is 1:14am and im stil awake..
anyway,its beeen a whole day for me,wen to library today by myself.stay there for few hours..
well abg suppose to pick me up,bt he has training.so i cought the bus instead..
the girls came oveer for movie night,we watched babysitter wanted & highschool musica3..
oklarh im off..
"i would love to dance in the rain"

function?

2009-04-15T19:07:00.006+10:00

i study mostly the whole day,well lets just say half a day.wait no oven half a dayy..i dont noe larh
i was so tired leh,while i was studying i fell asleep bout 10 min.gees my mind is some where else,until i cant concentrate.i wish shcool wasnt this hard.haizzz.
im off to study maths.takin care peeps.keep-in touching.=)
"it kinda took me awhile to relise that i should stop it and start acting mature.and plus sori adik(yayan) for screaming at you for no reason even though u dont understand anything i really feel bad after screaming at you,and sorry hakim for being hating u and i find you really annoying and irratating.i noe its mine fault sometimes and i shoundnt be hating you cz u brother,and plus hakim you 9 years old now,u big enough to know what's right and what's wrong.okay hakim?"

sad;

2009-04-14T23:45:00.006+10:00

THUMBS UP!
it made me cry by watching this movie.
OMG, u guys gotta to watch it.
it so damn good.
rate 10/10.

"i honestly love watching indonesia movie..even though sometimes there's no subtitle, by just watching and concentrating,i noe what's going on."

boss?pfft

2009-04-14T23:09:00.007+10:00

i hate the fact that i hate my boss...
day wen pretty alrite and calm in the morning,but soon i get to work arghhh it wen shit.
i was so excited to go back to work after the long weekend..to see my workmate's.anyway,
this how the story goes,i have alot of things to get through today and plus donna wen to lunch on the wrong timing.debb and lisa wen home early cz they finish early on monday and tuesday,so its just me and dave(boss) at the dispensary.
arghhh..im trying to mark the stuff off as fast as possible cz i have alot of things need to be done by today.he expects me to go around the shop and see if there any customers need some help cz he cant put his head up to check around cz he cant be bother.omg,i was like arghhh feel like swearing at him,he know im busy.he could ask abg or jenna.bt no...he choose me instead.AGRHH..u dont noe hw much i hate him.

anyway,abg and eya being giving me comment about hw i've been studying lately.
oklarh,i have to admit im DUMB i noe they smarter then me,i noe they dont forget thng easily,i noe they have common sense,i noe they have all dat.but for me im not as talented as dem.
sometimes i always think what so good to be smart?and what so bad to be dumb?
i noe theres different but what so good and bad about it?
i've been asking kak aisha to give me some suggestion about how can i study without forgetiin stuff easily and hw can i study without stressing myself out.
honestly,its hard for me to concentrate..
" one day i will show it to them that i can do it, bt the most important thing not to forget,make ur parents proud"

OMG;

2009-04-13T21:15:00.003+10:00

HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY HAKIM!

okay,how crazy i was wen its come to driving...
well,me and ayah wen for a drive around blacktown and up to rooty hills.i dont noe wat was i thinking,i wen on top of the kerb on the around about,and theres alot of vehicle behind of us..goshh i was freak out and dont noe what to do..i nearly cry siak.
and one more thing,wen comes driving u dont noe hw agressive ayah gets,bt i have no choice his the one with full license.i tell you,i suck at parking.=)
anyway,i wasnt in the mood after what happen,i got home i feel like not to talk to everyone,i wen straight upstair close my door and pretend no one is calling me.arghhh...
"im stressing lehh.."

boyfriend?

2009-04-12T11:33:00.003+10:00

lets start hw pleasant weekend i had..
well,sometimes i love holiday and sometimes i dont. i hate wen u have a exam first week back of the term.its pretty annoying.u dnt have time to enjoy urself,sleep,watch tv and other stuff.i finish doing my study note yesterday which im really proud of myself.all i have to do now,start studying.
me,ibu and eya plan to go back end of the year, bt we not comfirm yet..since theres a offer in singapore airline ibu just book it,bt not confirm yet.
last year the plan was to go back when we all finish skool, bt i guess the plan change now.btw insyallah nenek&atok coming on october and i heard they staying here for few months.How exciting !i've been thinking so much lately.like how i miss having a boyfriend and how my bestfriend treat me so nice..haizzz... i guess everything change now...
having a boyfriend is the most romantic thing,how they threat u nice,cope with ur nonsense,like how they always be there for you when u need them,having ups and down,textin each other hw u misses and love dem so much and not forgettin hw they pampered u so muchh..hehhe..i like dat!*wink*
i guess theres no more of that.
"love's only come onces..."

tee;

2009-04-09T22:44:00.005+10:00

my day wen pretty alrite i guess..
accompany ibu and the kanak-kanak's to westpoint to buy goodies for the party.and i bought a plain tee to go with the leather jacket.hehehe..sempat kann.
i had hot&spicy kebab for lunch and i cook mee sua for dinner which i must say THUMS UP !heheh...everyone say it was nice.especially abg who tambah so many times.all he know is sleep and eat,dats all.bukan nak tolong cuci pingga ke ape..arghhh...
anyway, the plan today was goin library with kimberly bt she cant make it cz she has work and plus i wasnt in the mood to go library..go library today,thought start studying and do some revision bt its too early i guess.
"Let's just took it as a fairytale that i always be dreaming.I noe theres no other way to make it real"

buggaa;

2009-04-08T19:33:00.003+10:00

i leave the house around quater to 11 and catch the bus at 11:13..headed to westpoint.

while waiting for faheema to come,i was browsing around to find a jacket for winter,which i have alot to decide on.everyshop i went they all are very nice..i wish i could buy all of dem.

bt den i was thinking,i wantin a biker leather jacket since last year bt i end up didnt buy it cz it was too expensive.

well i was at hispter i found really nice biker leather jacket which cost $70.i was thinking like twice before i pay dem.i have 2 things to decide,should i get "LEE high-waist skinny" or "the jacket"?

i have to many jeans already,bt not jacket.so i decide to get the jacket instead.

At last i buy it with my own money,if i ask ibu to buy it for me,i bet she wont buy it for me.she will say "too expensive".bt im glad i gt what i want.

Now im just waiting for the next pay to buy high-waist skinny and a pair of lace black leather shoes..hehehe

cant wait!

anyway,meet faheema infront of target and off to station to catch a bus to go to tafe...

im out!

tsk;

2009-04-07T20:24:00.003+10:00

im not even worrying about the test tomorow at all eh?wish me the best of luck!
honestly,i cant be bother doing anything at all.
i wish,school dont have assignment and exam..why life have to be so difficult,why cant be easy?
i have 5 subject to study and to put in my brain so i can remember.how thats possible?due to fact that i cant even put one subject in my brain.tsk.tsk.
i have this problem that rarely my siblling get's,well it called "shorterm memory" i can easily forget things,even though only for few second.i hate wen i put things somewhere and the next thing i forget where i put..tsk.tsk
"It weird that i try not to look at him,but still my eyes always end up the same direction where he stand.it's hard no to look at him for a day.."

lazy ass;

2009-04-06T21:12:00.002+10:00

okay let's start,how stresses i am..

i have to many things to put everything in my brain.

im worryin bout the test on wednesday which i havent even start studying.study note has been sitting quite awhile right beside me which i havent touch it.hehehe

im so lazy this day's cant even bother to do anything,all i wan to do is sleep.seriously i feel so rest-less for the past few days.. i dont noe why.

and plus im not use to the daylight savng thing yet..the day is going damn slow.

the weather i must say is very cold,especially in the morning,geess i couldnt get out of the bed.

btw i recieve my half yearly timetable for next term,which im really excited(not).

lucky all my exam in the morning,which i can go home after the exam and take a nab.hahahha..

i have to start summary for all the subject,which i cant be bother bt im trying my best to do A.S.A.P, so i cant start revising.

dissapointed;

2009-04-05T01:05:00.008+11:00

My expectation is to highh...
when things im over excited of i put it to much hopes.i dont noe why..
i have this habit that be should stop now, f not life would be so complicated and hard for me.
In lfe we have to move on,
past is past...
live it as a memories that you would never forget..
everyone make a m istake,
but they always end up learn their mistake..
The things u have now and what's infront and around you,
you should appreciate it.
One day you will relise...that what infront of you is the most precious thing in your life.

heart;

2009-03-31T22:58:00.009+11:00

Thing's get so complicated sometimes..

Mood changes every minute and every second..

Something that i feel really need to say,but till now i always been afraid...

And still i want put this out.

featherdale;

2009-03-31T22:58:00.008+11:00

i must said the weather today was really unpleasant.

we take the swiss people to featherdale park in doonside which 10 minutes drive from our school.oh my,the whole day has been raining non-stop.i was soaking wet.luckily im smart enough to bring the umbrella if not i wil look like i just came out of the shower.The most annoying and irratating part was that i have to carry around with my big back pack.arghh..

overall it was fun,even though is a wet weather.the laughter and the jokes makes the fun of it.

it's like 5 years,since i step in wildlife park or the zoo u called it.

anyway,i was watchin the "my shocking story" in channel 7, the story about a men who live in indonesia who has a disease for past 10 years. they called it "TREE MAN LOOK LIKE A CURE", it was very unsual.

i feel sorry for him.

apple;

2009-03-29T00:34:00.062+11:00

i have to admit that i had fun on saturday,seriously i thought it would be such a boring day even though eya and abang decide not to come,so it just me and hakim.

anyway,we wen for apple pickin somewhere in country side.i forget the place name.hahahah..

and plus we wen to windyridge which have a beautiful garden bout half and hour from the apple pickin.

let the picture do the talkin.cz i seriously can be bother.

*WARNING:mind the vain picture.=)

that's the owner.

apple everywhere...

i simply adore this kid;

i called dis breakfas+lunch=dinner;

bleh;

2009-03-26T07:57:00.002+11:00

stalker?