make things a better way;

i dont noe why im soo shy and nervous around him,i cnt speak cleaarly and my words doest make sense at ALL.
i wish things go back to normal where it always use to be.
sometimes when i think,why do i still layan him?,why do i still think about him?,why do i still not over him?WHY?
questions keep rewind over and over again bt not a single questions being answer..i get clueless.
when i dont see him,i slowly forget bout him,bt when he appears my heart start to fall in love again.This is why i cnt get over him.
Like people say sometimes love is so blind,its feels so right when it's wrong.
But i learned alot along the way,after the rain
you'll see the sun come out again,
i know i never be dissapoint myself...