love;
"why love is so blind.."when you deeply in love with someone,you dont see whats going on around you..
you always see and think whats infront of you.
Why dont i see it?why my eye is so blind until i didnt relise how much he loves me and how much he cares about me.the other side,why do i always put my hopes up on him when he dont even love me,
he doesnt eevn care hw i feel towards him..
you;
love is the person you think about during the sad songs;cnt describe the love you gave me,how i suppose to think and say.You can easily say and done but you didnt relise what i always kept inside my heart..
Now you say you love me still,then the next thing you dont..
make things a better way;
Its hard sometimes to say that i miss you.i dont noe why im soo shy and nervous around him,i cnt speak cleaarly and my words doest make sense at ALL.
i wish things go back to normal where it always use to be.
sometimes when i think,why do i still layan him?,why do i still think about him?,why do i still not over him?WHY?
questions keep rewind over and over again bt not a single questions being answer..i get clueless.
when i dont see him,i slowly forget bout him,bt when he appears my heart start to fall in love again.This is why i cnt get over him.
Like people say sometimes love is so blind,its feels so right when it's wrong.
But i learned alot along the way,after the rain
you'll see the sun come out again,
i know i never be dissapoint myself...
promise;
The smile,The laughter,the memories that keeps playing in mind over and over again..
the time that we share our secrets,promise that just keep between us...
Under the night shimmering star we make a promise that we will stood up for each other and never make either one of us fall,always protect each other from the bad things that comes in our way..
Thats the promise be made,and always stay in heart,never be erase..
oh;
arghhhhh;i nd to start all my school workk preparingg for nxt week.i have assignment due on term 1 wk 3 which i havent start and i have to do some partt of the portfolio which i suppose to send it to MS on the holiday.i already stress on one subject not all yet.Hope everything will finish at the end of this holiday.insyallah.*sigh
ermm guys what school bag should i get?any suggest?
Oh yar,and also i pray that hakim feeling very well...
to you;
You can stop all your nonsense,i had enough already.. fun;
oo I LOVE IT;In the morning had my driving lesson,then wen to catch the train to parra,while im on my break met ilah had lunch with her,OH MY! its been years i havent see her.I MISS HER SIA.
well we had our girly conversation as usuall,alot of stories to tell..after the trainee thing meet up with patty she accomapany me to buy ibu prezzies which i bought her pandora bracelet that she been wanting.
after that had wen to CAFE THE LUCAS had our girly conversation,then catch the train back to blacktown and meet up with the gangs..
i had fun!
break;
exhausted; i do need a break,i've been working mostly everyday this few weeks no break at all.
today i suppose to start around 12 but since i receieve a msg from donna at 8 and ask me to start in the morning,omgosh i jump off the bedd and straight to the bathroom.i wass rushing my ass off try to get ready as quick as possible.abg drop me off and reach work at 930am.
finally,i clean my wardrobe yesterday night straight got back from dinner.goshh i slept like 3.
honestly,i dont noe that i have thousand of clothes.i need to chuck the old clothes and buy new clothes.ermmm,should i?
To haider:
pls do come online,i miss u bangett sia.
memories;
i have to admit,i do miss you.i know this is weird,just now while i was browsing the net i just remembered i have multiply.
anyway i had dem like agess agoo until i cnt rememeber wen i join in,you know how multiply u can add songs,video and picture.and i totally forgot that i add song on my multiply.denn while the music was on and i keep pressing next to hear what song i add on this playlistt.and guess what i found?ermm..
this song that nizam wrote for me and sang by him feat syarif(sleeq),omg this song was send like few years agoo when his confess to me that he likes mee.(akward sign*)..oh my.
i havent heard from him in a long time.i wonder how he is right now..hope his okay!
the memories that i had with him it will always in my heart, it will never be forgotten.
I'm sorry,for letting you go with some stupid reason that i regret..
oops;
GOODMORNIN TO YOU ALL PEOPLE.Soon i will be ready for work.arghh so malas lehh..cnt be bother.
yesterday nite,watch some scary indonesia documentary with the siblings.Oh yes,as usually my habit asking too much question and the other gets really annoyed by me asking dem.anyway,the movie actually is really scary bt just that i keep asking really weird and stupid question and its makings the documentary not scary as it supposed to be.hahaha..I KNOWWW,thats why my sibling never bring me to watch movie with dem...
oklarh im off.
getting ready for work.
dead;
BLOW KISSES FOR YOU..deres nth to be update;
GOODLUCK;
GOODMORNIN PEOPLE! RISE AND SHINE.well,its pretty weird on saturday morning for me sitting at home.usually wake up at 6 getting ready to work.
im used to work on the weekends now,my manager giving me a break to rest and try to catch some sleep.haha..
i seriouslyy need it.
anyway,also tdy haideer first day of work,he told me he having a nervous breakdown,hahaha goshh that guy.i cant wait wat he gonna said to me on how his first day goess.ermmm
"haider you wil be fine,trust me..."
my english dahh belit-belit already larh..hahahah.
tdy plan will be goin to auntie sue plc as usuall,our saturday routine...
oklarh people have a nice weekend!
2010;
BRAND NEW YEARR!2010time has been past soo quick.i cnt believe itts already 2010.
geesss thiss yearr is gonna be a BIG YEAR FOR MEE.
arghh scaryy beb..
btw haider been irratatingg BASTARDD!
ps.selamat malam
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